于是乎,
因为他的一句以学业为重.
我就这样不被需要了.

也好,
因为我也犹豫着要如何告诉你.

所以,
一切都回到原点.
没了早安的讯息.
没了晚安的讯息.
我们之间就没了'我想你'这个用词.

我该庆幸自己从一开始就没有相信你的永远.
就如我所说的. '永远', 这两个字并不在我人生字典里存在.
要是我还像以前那样傻傻的.
我想我一定会天真地相信你说的这辈子只爱我一个人.
天真地以为你会等我一辈子.

真可笑! 男人都爱用甜言蜜语.
算了, 下次找个女朋友吧. 呵呵~ 开玩笑.
我承认我曾喜欢上女生. 可是就只是那么一瞬间而已.
好久没用华语写东西了. 现在的文笔差了好多. :'(
也许是因为没灵感?!

从此再也不会有公主爱上平民/骑士的可能性.
因为, 公主始终还是属于完美的王子. XD

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我还是天真地以为他会等我一辈子. *哭.
我还是天真地以为他会一直待在我身边.
我还是天真地以为他这辈子最爱还是我.
我还是天真地以为他属于我的.一直都是.

最后我才发现好像只有我独自儿在伤心.
所以说,这是爱吗? 我不懂. *伤脑筋.*哭.


我在这儿伤心郁闷, 是因为我没有挽留你的理由.

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所以,现在我被你说成我逼你, 像是你欠我一样.
我可以说, 我没有. 我从没想过. 却被误会成这样.
此刻的心情犹如万箭般刺进我心里, 真叫我难受!
违背诺言的是你. 食言的又是你. 说谎的又是你.
可是一切MS 是我的错一样. 天天和你说对不起.
是你说可以向你诉苦, 到头来. 还是说不能.
关心你, 担心你. 却被说成干扰你的个人生活.
好吧, 再见...

也许, 有天你发现这个的时候, 你才会发觉你错怪我了.
*虽然不知道何时.

*所以形同陌路是你的选择.

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当喜欢一个人，到了要用回忆来记住他的好时，那么这段感情……就已经没有必要存在。

不是我不爱你，是你根本从没爱过我。

有时候我会想，你不是我的唯一。我的世界不是只为你绕着转。

看着朋友，一对对的情侣。有时候我会很羡慕。因为，我的心好像一直在封闭着。无法为任何人打开。

那个。我是不是不适合做别人的女朋友？我并没有想象中的那么好。

我要的不是短暂的爱情。我要的是天长地久。两个人真心相爱。

我爱幻想。我爱浪漫。我，要得很多。你给得起么？

要是，我无法陶出我的真心来付出。那么我就得不到属于我的真爱？

你给的爱，太沉重。你说，你故意的。因为，这样你才能存在我心里。让我时时挂念你。

要是，我爱你。你爱我。是两个人的事情。也许，爱情会是很简单的数学题。

我爱你。这三个字。我不会轻易说出口。因为我无法为我的承诺作出兑现。

不要轻易爱上我。我是自我主义的人。若是真爱我，请接受我的缺点。

向往童话故事般的爱情。王子与公主。永远相爱在一起。

TVXQ! Always Keep The Faith

1226. TVXQ’s 6 years anniversary. It has been a long time never see you guys on the stage because of you guys’ lawsuit against SM.Entertainment. I can’t do anything on its, but I can refuse to buy anything goodies from SM. Seeing those Bigeasts [Japanese fans] and Cassiopeias [Korean fans] co-operate together against SM.Entertainment. Sometimes, I feel so disappointed why Malaysian Fans can’t do it the same. Break Out Japanese single will be realease on 27 Jan 2010. Every fans of TVXQ co-operate together to buy the single to reach the sales high to 500 thousands. There has 3 version. First, Bigeast version. Second, DVD + CD version. Third, CD + photobook version. I pre-order Bigeast version ones. We want to break the record in Oricon Chart and refuse to buy Mirotic Concert DVD from SM.Entertainment. We don’t want the DVD but TVXQ. We just want them. Cassiopeia and Bigeast always stand by TVXQ. Never be apart.

I found one poem that written by one of the China fans. Read it in Cassiopeia star shape, which is W. It’s a nice poem I ever read.

传说在遥远的日出东方

满绽着朝霞的地方之上

座落着爱之女神的殿堂

阳光普照燃起希望之光

金灿灿将我心镀成微黄

于是我们一直痴痴渴望

但只不过朝朝暮暮回想

却畏惧前方的旅途茫茫

流尽青葱岁月猗郁时光

谁言四季齐殇悲短流长

谁将我碎的心揉进月光

像孩童们银铃般的嬉笑

珍宝般地永久闪耀不息

即使只是远远随意一瞥

也铸就了如此坚定的心

在这广袤无垠的信念里

是你含笑将我的手携起

我能感觉到你宽厚的手

牵引着我走过年华六季

走过狂傲问天的年少时

一路磕磕撞撞历经风霜

穿越了迷茫经过了悲怆

只残存下风雨沧桑面庞

只不过雨过之后是晴朗

无需仙子那神奇的点化

今后的少年也不再迷惘

神殿依旧屹于日出东方

那起伏的云仍自由飘荡

亦如同昨日般镀着金光

诺亚方舟是传说的希望
而你与我共进便是力量

救世主传播济世的宝藏

机握住你的手不愿松开

不愿把微笑写在离别里

记忆中的长河奔腾不息

说好要一起就永不离弃

Ain’t it nice and special ?

6 Years Anniversary Picture designed by Princess Ching Yee.



We are one ! Eternally ! by Micky YooChun.

TVXQ!

Cassiopeia

Bigeast

Always Keep The Faith. Stand By You.

在圣诞节, 这个特别的日子里. 我只想与你度过.
平平淡淡的圣诞节, 因为有你待在我身边. 我觉得很幸福.
早上起来, 一睁开眼睛就能见到你. 我很开心.
对你说的第一句话,不是圣诞节快乐. 而是, 我爱你.
原来, 再次重逢的感觉还是心跳不已.

我们无须言语. 只要静静地坐着. 看着彼此.
都能感受到, 空气中无形间形成的一道爱的吊桥.
传送着彼此之间爱的讯息. 我爱你, 亲爱的.
在特别的日子里.我只想对你说.我爱你.圣诞节快乐.
因为爱你,所以我很幸福.请你待在我身边,因为我想要幸福下去.

圣诞节. 我们之间爱的密语. 有着不能说的秘密.
亲爱的. 你, 就是我最好的圣诞礼物. 我爱你.

I'm Back.

Merry Christmas :D

Merry Christmas to all my dearest friends.

I miss you guys and girls. Especially, my primary school classmates. Sorry, I can't make it with you guys to Cameron Highland. HAHA. Kern Hui, I know you want me to go la. That's why you said you willing to be my slave during the trip. Sorry, guys. Enjoy your trip without me.

I miss you too, 5SB. When are we going out again ? Can't wait to meet you guys. I know you guys miss me a lot since I have six sense.

Minda Ceria's gang. Cartene, Mabel, Zhen Jin, Ee leng, Wy-quin and Yi lin. Merry Christmas and I miss you girls. Oops, Wy-Quin is a guy. Wy-quin, when are you going to hold a gathering? after Zhen Jin back from Europe? and, Mabel back from NS?